This is Alex's diary - a woman who spent 15 years trying to build a lasting relationship, only to watch it end the same way every time: disappointment, tears, and another breakup. She's 35. She's never been married. And the loneliness - and the pressure of "time running out" - keeps getting louder. So Alex starts asking the questions many women are afraid to say out loud: What's wrong with me? Why don't my relationships work? Why do I always choose the wrong men? For a long time, she blames herself. She tries harder. She adapts. She becomes "better." She pushes, fixes, performs - hoping love will finally stay. But after several heartbreaks, something shifts. Alex notices a pattern. A mechanism. A truth that changes everything. And that's when she discovers the secret behind failed relationships - not only in her life, but in the lives of countless women who keep loving too much, waiting too long, and hoping the next one will be different. This isn't a self-help book. You won't find ten steps to finding love or a list of dating rules. This is a memoir-style, emotionally honest story - told with humor, tenderness, and sometimes brutal clarity - about what happens when you stop deceiving yourself. When you stop looking for someone to save you... and learn how to save yourself. This book is for women who:keep repeating the same relationship pattern attract emotionally unavailable men feel stuck after another breakup want love - but also want peace, self-worth, and truth If you've ever thought, "Maybe I'm the problem," this story might be the beginning of your answer.